I feel Lost and Alone?

Well, I recently dropped out of school... I hated it there.. I had friends and i never had any "Issues" there i just hated school. Going to school just depressed me, I would go all day and by the time i got home i was exhausted and depressed and i feel it was really affecting my life in a negative way.. I was a smart kid and did great on all my test's and exams.. but i would fail because i simply didnt do homework.. Any ways it got to the point where i fell so far behind i had to drop out and now go for my GED... But anyways.. untill then i am home ALL day bored, alone.. lost and i really have nothing to do but think about things.. I want to get a job but before i do i want to figure out why i am so lost and alone.. I dont hang out with friends anymore because there idea of "Fun" is drugs and drinking.. I love my Family and they support everything i do but sometimes i feel like thats not enough.. I miss the old days with my friends when we always had something to do.. but its down to the point where i realize this whole world is changing around me and i dont want it to.. i feel so powerless and i dont know how to cope with it.. And for everyone whos going to say "Go back to school" or "Get a Job" and think that will help it.. i know it wont.. I really want to figure my life out and be happy again and i KNOW everything else will fall into place... sometimes i feel like i cant even explain how i am feeling.. its so confusing and im soo lost and alone.